Been having a cough and feeling all-around terrible. My muscle spasms have become more prominent, and my spinal cord feels especially "injured". I'm not sure if it is the rain, illness, or what? I just know it's pretty miserable. The last time I was really "sick" was when I got food poisoning in march or april. I was hospitalized due to my whole body going into major spasm and uncontrolled vomiting. At the time, my heart rate was fluxuating over 100 bpm, and it did not stop until they gave me the strongest sedative dilauded. I think I should also note I was later prescribed dilauded and it was a big reason I quit pills completely. Because it was supposed to be the strongest thing there was to block pain, but it only worked when I took another narcotic(percocet) and 5 other pain medications, and still hurt all day every day with no expections. Basically thy drugged me retarded and I still hurt.
Another strange thing I have noticed is a complete loss of appetite over the last few days. As in, no appetite ever. Just the idea of eating seems gross now, when before I used to eat a lot. I don't know if it's my body's way of telling me I'm ill because I can't feel my stomach? Or what? It is all very confusing, this disease really is a roller coaster if inconsistency.
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