Tim's session began with leg work. His signals are static - the goal is to have them "open". We will continue to work on the pelvis and legs, up through the spinal cord and cranial vault until this is achieved.
Tim informed us he has been in quite a bit of pain - which usually comes with rainy or cold weather. This type of weather tends to increase pain and is not uncommon for a lot of people. We still are working two major areas of the spine - which are anchor points. Anchor points hold multiple traumas and the unwinding process can take some time.
Today we also did the ghHW method in conjunction with neurofeedback. This is called the ghHW-NFB. Primary points in the brain with high seizure activities were noted. The wonderful thing about ghHW-NFB is we are able to watch the brain waves correct immediately. Because this is a new method time will tell how long the corrections maintain.
The problem with brain healing is the issue can be two fold. One the skull itself can be compressed/restricted which can cause suppression of the brain; Two: the brain itself could be the route of the problem. In either circumstance decompression can result in the brain waves returning to normal functions.
If needed an oral dose of the remedy is given. This is determined by the homeopath. Tim was given two oral doses today - one for the brain and one for aches/pains/cold weather. The oral dose is to support and hopefully make permanent what has transpired under the ghHW protocol.
When Tim rose from the table he immediately stretched and said he felt better. He also stated his mind felt clear. This is a first. We look forward to seeing him next week.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
Aches and pains
Very achey in my low back. I can feel the jolts down my legs and hips. Makes any sitting or standing very uncomfortable after about five minutes.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Discussion about Quadripalegics with Tim
When I first met Tim we had a discussion about quadripalegics (quad). While Tim is not a quad he presents similar traits.
I had the priviledge of working on a quad many years ago (for just a few sessions). What I do not understand is how their injury manifests the way it does. Usually quads have a direct injury to the cervical spine (neck area). Many quads have the use of their upper bodies - some from the hips up, others from the chest up; other limited use in the arms; organ functions, etc. What they all have in common is the loss of their legs. Why is this?
After pondering for a long time I have come to the conclusion that it is the velocity and direction of the injury which creates the various disabilities among quads. The primary protector of the cervical spine is the hyoid muscles (neck muscles). Do not kid yourself - these are thick, thick muscles whose primary job (I believe) is to utlimately protect the cervical spine. The remaining parts of our spine - thoracic, lumbar and sacral - are surrounded not only by muscles; but ligaments, organs, etc. These parts of the spine have a greater protection barrier.
The velocity it takes to break through the hyoid muscles and damage the spine itself is great! It is a humbling and honorable experience to participate in a dissection of the human body - what better way to understand how tough the materials we are made of. Do not kid yourselves - we are made up of some pretty cool, substantial materials!
The bottom line is: it is the velocity and angle of injury to the cervical spine which will decide the trauma role of the rest of the spine. The greater the velocity the more of the spine will be involved. Think of it as this great, great pressure hitting your body and trying to disperse. The most logical route of dispersement is downward, sideways and/or globally.
When the pressure is so powerful and spreads trauma - where does this energy go? I believe our spines are like a tree with branches or vertebrae sticking out. Think of a tree getting hit at the top with such startling power and sending the energy downward towards the lower branches/trunk. Just like the spine, it is this velocity that will collapse the vertebrae. As we globally remove pressure what happens to the lower vertebrae/branches?
We learned from Tim he suffered a substanial head injury in his youth - which is most likely the culprit of his condition today. I always hear people say how resilient children are. Do not kid yourself - they and their bodies may not be as resilient as you might think. Children do not know any differently on how their body should feel then what they feel.
If your child suffers a major trauma in their youth; get them some body work. Western medicine generally works on the location of injury; not the global or impacted area of trauma. Injuries come down to "time and pressure". If the body is not reset to a state of symmetry, over time the body will continue to generate pressure. The repercussions of this can be endless and manifest in many ways you would never dream of.
I had the priviledge of working on a quad many years ago (for just a few sessions). What I do not understand is how their injury manifests the way it does. Usually quads have a direct injury to the cervical spine (neck area). Many quads have the use of their upper bodies - some from the hips up, others from the chest up; other limited use in the arms; organ functions, etc. What they all have in common is the loss of their legs. Why is this?
After pondering for a long time I have come to the conclusion that it is the velocity and direction of the injury which creates the various disabilities among quads. The primary protector of the cervical spine is the hyoid muscles (neck muscles). Do not kid yourself - these are thick, thick muscles whose primary job (I believe) is to utlimately protect the cervical spine. The remaining parts of our spine - thoracic, lumbar and sacral - are surrounded not only by muscles; but ligaments, organs, etc. These parts of the spine have a greater protection barrier.
The velocity it takes to break through the hyoid muscles and damage the spine itself is great! It is a humbling and honorable experience to participate in a dissection of the human body - what better way to understand how tough the materials we are made of. Do not kid yourselves - we are made up of some pretty cool, substantial materials!
The bottom line is: it is the velocity and angle of injury to the cervical spine which will decide the trauma role of the rest of the spine. The greater the velocity the more of the spine will be involved. Think of it as this great, great pressure hitting your body and trying to disperse. The most logical route of dispersement is downward, sideways and/or globally.
When the pressure is so powerful and spreads trauma - where does this energy go? I believe our spines are like a tree with branches or vertebrae sticking out. Think of a tree getting hit at the top with such startling power and sending the energy downward towards the lower branches/trunk. Just like the spine, it is this velocity that will collapse the vertebrae. As we globally remove pressure what happens to the lower vertebrae/branches?
We learned from Tim he suffered a substanial head injury in his youth - which is most likely the culprit of his condition today. I always hear people say how resilient children are. Do not kid yourself - they and their bodies may not be as resilient as you might think. Children do not know any differently on how their body should feel then what they feel.
If your child suffers a major trauma in their youth; get them some body work. Western medicine generally works on the location of injury; not the global or impacted area of trauma. Injuries come down to "time and pressure". If the body is not reset to a state of symmetry, over time the body will continue to generate pressure. The repercussions of this can be endless and manifest in many ways you would never dream of.
CST Session 11/23/11
It was good to see Tim today. The holidays are upon us and we want him to feel the best he can. We combined cranial work with the ghHW method (with a new remedy). Tim handled the laser while I did the cranial work. His body is clearly becoming ready for the next step - this will include intensive mouth work.
To prepare him for the upcoming changes we had him spend a half hour under the crystal bath. We are fortunate to have a crystal bath from John of God (Brazil). Many people find healing and opening of their energy flow. We wanted to see how Tim would react.
His session finished with the crystal bath and when he left is mother commentated on how much taller he looked. He surely looked as if he could have grown a couple of inches. Tim did not fall asleep (as many do) while under the crystal bath; but in time as his body relaxes we will see him fall into deeper sleeps as we work on him.
We also spoke to Tim about our newest discovery with the integration of CST, ghHW and NFB (neurofeedback). Tim is game. It is his greatest goal to get better; especially after having the gift of meeting his young adorable son. Tim deserves a long, healthy life with his family and we will do everything we can to help him.
Also a new remedy was tried - when he took it orally it definitely traveled through his body quickly. He may have to take it more often or a high dosage; but we will let Linda figure that out next week.
Happy Thanksgiving to all and may your lives reap the greatest of harvests! Many Blessings.
To prepare him for the upcoming changes we had him spend a half hour under the crystal bath. We are fortunate to have a crystal bath from John of God (Brazil). Many people find healing and opening of their energy flow. We wanted to see how Tim would react.
His session finished with the crystal bath and when he left is mother commentated on how much taller he looked. He surely looked as if he could have grown a couple of inches. Tim did not fall asleep (as many do) while under the crystal bath; but in time as his body relaxes we will see him fall into deeper sleeps as we work on him.
We also spoke to Tim about our newest discovery with the integration of CST, ghHW and NFB (neurofeedback). Tim is game. It is his greatest goal to get better; especially after having the gift of meeting his young adorable son. Tim deserves a long, healthy life with his family and we will do everything we can to help him.
Also a new remedy was tried - when he took it orally it definitely traveled through his body quickly. He may have to take it more often or a high dosage; but we will let Linda figure that out next week.
Happy Thanksgiving to all and may your lives reap the greatest of harvests! Many Blessings.
Friday, November 25, 2011
Crystal bath and pill rant
Since my last appointment Wednesday, I have noticed a different feeling that I believe is from the crystal bath. The crystal bath is a Mahoney that uses six crystals to target the six chakras. I noticed fluttering in my stomach and a pulse that went thru my forehead"third eye". After I felt very recharged and more comfortable in my body. It is very nice to be able to sit longer than ten minutes without getting uncomfortable and fidgety.
Also, I began taking an aloe Vera herbal supplement along with the vitamins E, B100, alpha lipoic acid, and calcium magnesium zinc. I got it for free and after some reasearch found it is mainly for nervous system support and I figure with a damaged spinal cord, it can't hurt. So although I got off multiple prescription pain killers, I still take 5 pills a day(Which really beats the 25+ pills a day I was on before). It I still astonishing to me how in the span of a few months I went from completely normal to taking extremely dangerous medications for "pain management". If felt more like forced drug addiction as opposed to trying to make my life as good as it can be. And since quitting, I have noticed now I can think, and my biggest testimony is my guitar professor at college said I sounded like a completely new guitarist. He thought I had been practicing hard, when in fact I played no guitar. The narcotics especially made my hands that were normally very refined and accurate, could barely type on a keyboard or get money out of my wallet. I find it very interesting and disturbing that so many people take these medications for years and are expected to be in their right mind and be a productive member of society when your brain is mush.
Also, I began taking an aloe Vera herbal supplement along with the vitamins E, B100, alpha lipoic acid, and calcium magnesium zinc. I got it for free and after some reasearch found it is mainly for nervous system support and I figure with a damaged spinal cord, it can't hurt. So although I got off multiple prescription pain killers, I still take 5 pills a day(Which really beats the 25+ pills a day I was on before). It I still astonishing to me how in the span of a few months I went from completely normal to taking extremely dangerous medications for "pain management". If felt more like forced drug addiction as opposed to trying to make my life as good as it can be. And since quitting, I have noticed now I can think, and my biggest testimony is my guitar professor at college said I sounded like a completely new guitarist. He thought I had been practicing hard, when in fact I played no guitar. The narcotics especially made my hands that were normally very refined and accurate, could barely type on a keyboard or get money out of my wallet. I find it very interesting and disturbing that so many people take these medications for years and are expected to be in their right mind and be a productive member of society when your brain is mush.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Much discomfort, muscle spasms, and loss of appetite
Been having a cough and feeling all-around terrible. My muscle spasms have become more prominent, and my spinal cord feels especially "injured". I'm not sure if it is the rain, illness, or what? I just know it's pretty miserable. The last time I was really "sick" was when I got food poisoning in march or april. I was hospitalized due to my whole body going into major spasm and uncontrolled vomiting. At the time, my heart rate was fluxuating over 100 bpm, and it did not stop until they gave me the strongest sedative dilauded. I think I should also note I was later prescribed dilauded and it was a big reason I quit pills completely. Because it was supposed to be the strongest thing there was to block pain, but it only worked when I took another narcotic(percocet) and 5 other pain medications, and still hurt all day every day with no expections. Basically thy drugged me retarded and I still hurt.
Another strange thing I have noticed is a complete loss of appetite over the last few days. As in, no appetite ever. Just the idea of eating seems gross now, when before I used to eat a lot. I don't know if it's my body's way of telling me I'm ill because I can't feel my stomach? Or what? It is all very confusing, this disease really is a roller coaster if inconsistency.
Another strange thing I have noticed is a complete loss of appetite over the last few days. As in, no appetite ever. Just the idea of eating seems gross now, when before I used to eat a lot. I don't know if it's my body's way of telling me I'm ill because I can't feel my stomach? Or what? It is all very confusing, this disease really is a roller coaster if inconsistency.
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Emotional Response
Most injuries have emotional attachments. While working with Tim some emotional things have come up such as his youth, relationships, father, mother, etc. Tim's body has done a great job in pushing towards the surface these emotional restrictions. In addition when it has been difficult for Tim to express such items his body has not been reluctant.
In the initial sessions Tim's mother and grandmother took turns bringing him in. They would stay in the session to see what was being done. It can be difficult to speak about emotional trauma when the perceptor and perceptee have different opinions; however, Tim must honor the way his body perceives an event; not the way his mother, sister, teacher, etc., may see it. While is was difficult at first Tim and his mother, grandmother, etc., were able to see things from each other's eyes. This creates an amazing ability to heal.
Tim's father, who is deceased, appeared in two sessions. This was very comforting for Tim and he could feel his presence. Never underestimate the power of energy - it can transform and communicate. Be open to it and the results may amaze you.
As we continue working with Tim additional traumas will become known - which will back us into how the problem started in the first place. It is at this time we can reverse brain patterns and body restrictions and return his body, soul and mind to the place that defines him.
In the initial sessions Tim's mother and grandmother took turns bringing him in. They would stay in the session to see what was being done. It can be difficult to speak about emotional trauma when the perceptor and perceptee have different opinions; however, Tim must honor the way his body perceives an event; not the way his mother, sister, teacher, etc., may see it. While is was difficult at first Tim and his mother, grandmother, etc., were able to see things from each other's eyes. This creates an amazing ability to heal.
Tim's father, who is deceased, appeared in two sessions. This was very comforting for Tim and he could feel his presence. Never underestimate the power of energy - it can transform and communicate. Be open to it and the results may amaze you.
As we continue working with Tim additional traumas will become known - which will back us into how the problem started in the first place. It is at this time we can reverse brain patterns and body restrictions and return his body, soul and mind to the place that defines him.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Pain at T-12'
Feels like there is somebody jamming there elbow into my spin exactly where Kathleen said I would last Wednesday. It has throbbed and ached to no end for the last day and a half. It feels almost identical to the feeling after my surgery last December. Not just pain but just a deep ache that spreads down into the lower torso and legs.
Friday, November 11, 2011
CST Session 7/28/11
Tim came in today for his next appointment; unfortunately there is a lapse between appointments because we are in the process of moving. There will be gaps until the move has taken place; but we will try to see him as much as possible.
The session went very well. We started again on his right leg and this time much more of the signals were sticking. Worked on his left leg for a very long time. While working the leg, Linda was using the laser in conjunction with a nerve remedy. The ghHW method was borne from taking Dr. Tiller's directions and adding Holy Water. We were given this message while working with an autistic child.
As an experiment we began with just the laser and remedy. Tim explained to us that he could feel waves going through his body. After 20 minutes we added Holy Water. It was then Tim said he could hear angels singing and pointed to the same direction one of the autistic children did. Tim was also able to tell us it made him feel calm and the ghHW method was born. We now use Holy Water in all our sessions.
When the session was complete and Tim got off the table he could feel his spine was longer. This is the spine decompressing. When decompression occurs the spine elongates; when compressed the spine shortens. Compression can encompass the entire spine or areas of vertebrae; either way decompression must occur to allow signals to flow to their respective areas. When the spine is compressed the signals will lessen and ultimately can shut off (closed signal).
Decompression leads to a slow process of losing more and more sensitivities; not to mention vital connections for organs and systems to function. Most people do not notice such things as the desensitizing/nonfunctioning happens over time. It can happen very slowly - perhaps spanning years before a non-functioning or insensitivity is recognized as diminished. Tim is a person in this situation - the more compressed his spine became the less he was feeling(s).
We finally made it through to Tim's cranial vault - which is very rigid. Our heads' should sit on the top of our spine like a bobble head doll. For Tim, it is as if his head is a nail and someone took a hammer and banged it in deeper - causing much less mobility, compression and oxygen depletion (to mention a few). There is much work to do in this area as well as the continuation of decompression.
Tim left the office walking better and feeling lighter. We look forward to the next session.
The session went very well. We started again on his right leg and this time much more of the signals were sticking. Worked on his left leg for a very long time. While working the leg, Linda was using the laser in conjunction with a nerve remedy. The ghHW method was borne from taking Dr. Tiller's directions and adding Holy Water. We were given this message while working with an autistic child.
As an experiment we began with just the laser and remedy. Tim explained to us that he could feel waves going through his body. After 20 minutes we added Holy Water. It was then Tim said he could hear angels singing and pointed to the same direction one of the autistic children did. Tim was also able to tell us it made him feel calm and the ghHW method was born. We now use Holy Water in all our sessions.
When the session was complete and Tim got off the table he could feel his spine was longer. This is the spine decompressing. When decompression occurs the spine elongates; when compressed the spine shortens. Compression can encompass the entire spine or areas of vertebrae; either way decompression must occur to allow signals to flow to their respective areas. When the spine is compressed the signals will lessen and ultimately can shut off (closed signal).
Decompression leads to a slow process of losing more and more sensitivities; not to mention vital connections for organs and systems to function. Most people do not notice such things as the desensitizing/nonfunctioning happens over time. It can happen very slowly - perhaps spanning years before a non-functioning or insensitivity is recognized as diminished. Tim is a person in this situation - the more compressed his spine became the less he was feeling(s).
We finally made it through to Tim's cranial vault - which is very rigid. Our heads' should sit on the top of our spine like a bobble head doll. For Tim, it is as if his head is a nail and someone took a hammer and banged it in deeper - causing much less mobility, compression and oxygen depletion (to mention a few). There is much work to do in this area as well as the continuation of decompression.
Tim left the office walking better and feeling lighter. We look forward to the next session.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Itchy !!!
I am just sitting on my chair... and my left thigh is itching like crazy!!! Quite frustrating when the itchiness distracts from something as simple as watching tv is difficult. But, on the bright side that seems to be nerves turning back on?
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
CST Session 6/29/11
Today was the first time I have seen Tim since last fall. Months have passed since his surgery and I did not know what to expect when he arrived. While his aunt had given me an update I was truly surprised at the depth of regression. He was using a walker - could not lift his feet off the ground and was also using a wheelchair.
Once on the table we started on the pelvis. His body showed, well I felt, very little life force below the pelvis. The signals to both legs were closed (see Telephone Pole analogy). It took over 1 hour to obtain a static signal in his right leg. Then we started with the left leg - was unable to obtain a static signal throughout the leg prior to the end of the session.
At the end of the session Tim could feel his right leg was warmer and there was more red coloring to the skin. There was really no change in his left leg but had informed him the left leg would come in last - in time.
When he left he felt better; however, I still recall how different his body felt since the one time last fall I had worked on him. It was very sad - to see a young, vibrant adult living in an old man's body.
We have agreed to work together to further his healing. We are very optimistic especially since their was a pretty dramatic change to the right leg in one session.
Once on the table we started on the pelvis. His body showed, well I felt, very little life force below the pelvis. The signals to both legs were closed (see Telephone Pole analogy). It took over 1 hour to obtain a static signal in his right leg. Then we started with the left leg - was unable to obtain a static signal throughout the leg prior to the end of the session.
At the end of the session Tim could feel his right leg was warmer and there was more red coloring to the skin. There was really no change in his left leg but had informed him the left leg would come in last - in time.
When he left he felt better; however, I still recall how different his body felt since the one time last fall I had worked on him. It was very sad - to see a young, vibrant adult living in an old man's body.
We have agreed to work together to further his healing. We are very optimistic especially since their was a pretty dramatic change to the right leg in one session.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Feeling in left foot
I had a weird feeling like a blister on the bottom of my left foot. This is the first feeling that I have had in my left foot for over a year. Pretty cool.
How I met Tim
Tim was introduced to me by his Aunt LeAnne (she is a client). She brought Tim to the center as the family was contemplating surgery; as Tim had lost feeling in his leg and they really did not know the cause. The family was worried as Tim is a young father and only 19 years of age.
After working on Tim for 2 hours and having a long discussion with them it was purely there decision. Because the surgery was experimental these lead to tough choices. My main concern was having a surgery done when no one could tell him the outcome or the cause. The hopeful outcome was feeling would be returned to his leg.
Because Tim did not know the cause; nor the surgeons, it is difficult to determine what to do next. The most important thing I can say to anyone is listen to your body and yourself. With all the information you gather do not take an approach that you are not comfortable with.
So I met Tim and off he went. The next time I saw Tim was two to three months following his surgery. He now had no feeling from his chest done - inclusive of his right leg. This was daunting. He was scared and had no directions from the doctor's as to what to do next. So we begin our journey.
After working on Tim for 2 hours and having a long discussion with them it was purely there decision. Because the surgery was experimental these lead to tough choices. My main concern was having a surgery done when no one could tell him the outcome or the cause. The hopeful outcome was feeling would be returned to his leg.
Because Tim did not know the cause; nor the surgeons, it is difficult to determine what to do next. The most important thing I can say to anyone is listen to your body and yourself. With all the information you gather do not take an approach that you are not comfortable with.
So I met Tim and off he went. The next time I saw Tim was two to three months following his surgery. He now had no feeling from his chest done - inclusive of his right leg. This was daunting. He was scared and had no directions from the doctor's as to what to do next. So we begin our journey.
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Interesting homeopathy trick
My left leg that normally drag really bad seems to be moving more like a leg again, as well as getting small spots of feeling temperature in both legs. I find it very insteresting that I feel such a dramatic difference by putting a piece of paper with a remedy written on it.
Friday, November 4, 2011
Cold is not my friend!
I hate the wet weather! I go from feeling fine to feeling like an old person with arthritis literally overnight. The pain in my hips and upper legs loves to ache when it gets cold and rainy. Winter is not friends with a hurt spine.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
The video says it all
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqG3rBjzBxw&feature=youtube_gdata_player
I figured I could go on an on about how good it feels to be able to play guitar again, but I think showing a video of myself the first day back would more accurately show it. I was finally able to really "jam" with a couple of friends and I finally got my music fix. Always a huge boost moral. It is very refreshing to wake up in the morning feeling good and not stiff and hurting.
I figured I could go on an on about how good it feels to be able to play guitar again, but I think showing a video of myself the first day back would more accurately show it. I was finally able to really "jam" with a couple of friends and I finally got my music fix. Always a huge boost moral. It is very refreshing to wake up in the morning feeling good and not stiff and hurting.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Homeopathic-Past events Aug-Oct 2011
Tim has been taking Arnica 10M, 50M and Hypericum 10M for the last few months. There has been amazing healing to this point. Tim came in the first days using a walker (and he was even in a wheelchair before I saw him) and not using his legs at all. He was just leaning on the walker to pick up his legs to the next step. In the last 3 months Tim has gone from taking steps with the walker to using a cane. He is now walking with only the balance of a cane. (although he says he has learned to take steps from PT (physical therapy) and still cannot feel his legs like a normal person. Still...... this is an amazing improvement. One day we watched his legs turn from mottled blue to a healthy red in just one session- and his legs have stayed this way .
Since the beginning Tim has been using 2 methods of homeopathy. The first method is a new method we have adapted from the Dr. William Tiller method. (See his web site-http://www.tillerfoundation.com/model.php and reading his white paper XVII.) Putting a homeopathic remedy in water form between 2 sheets of glass and shining a quantum laser thru it onto the person. We now add Holy Water to the homeopathy. This method, what we now call ghHW(glass,homeopathy&Holy Water)- This method has brought a lot of success to healing other patients. It also seems to lessen aggravations when used before taking the homeopathic remedies orally.
In the last month we have added Rhus-tox 1M and Tim has seen relaxation and less tension of the muscles.
Last week Tim has been trying the remedy Agaricus written down on a piece of paper and put it in his hand and then put it in his pocket thru out the day. I do this sometimes to try out a remedy I am thinking of giving before one takes it orally. There is always sensations and I am looking for something good if any at all.
I am always excited to see the advancement Tim achieves by the next weekly appointment.
Good halloween
It's the day after Halloween, and after a day of some serious scaring at my makeshift haunted house make the soreness very worth it. But the pain in my butt has been a huge pain in the butt. Having troubles sitting too long because my hips through my thighs start to ache and hurt. It feels much like the pain I felt since high school.
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